Testing my patience

Yesterday was an eventful day... Really can vomit blood... Think God is stretching me... My tolerance and how I deal with stress... Left office at around 2 yesterday... Erm... 2am... And now I'm at client's place le...

Really felt like crying yesterday, so sian... Wanted to hide one corner and just cry it all out then continue working... Haiz... So many times my eyes were filled with tears but I didnt cry in the end la... I was telling myself, I realised that my 'mental'is not that strong... THen I began to confess positively... I can do this with Christ. He is with me. He is mentally so strong. And I have Him within me. So I can do it. I need to go through this peak so that I become stronger mentally. I cannot give up so easily. I am strong. I want to overcome it. And so this went on for some time til I finally can say that I am an overcomer and this thing is not going to bring me down. Yeah! I won the battle!!! Hahaha...

Then also had a trying time trying to settle the jurong teams... Sally, meng n seow ping know abt it... Really vomit blood. THank God there were some shuffling of members n now the teams look more balanced and working... Faints... Hahaha... But I feel that it's really a time of stretching la... Last week when the preacher, cant rem is Pst Kong or Jeremy, :p. I was argh!!! Then I told God, I am willing to be stretched but slowly kk? Hahaha... So here it's coming... SO fast!!! Hahaha... God cannot wait too late if not I will start to protest... Hahaha... Slowly, slowly... I will be stretched!!! ENLARGE!!!