Interesting Wedding dinner...

Just came back from Jelaine n Ziwei's wedding... Interesting, quite different... Got one side is the normal chinese dinner and the other side is western, where we go n take food ourselves like the matrimony kind of style... So quite different...

Even as Ken and I were there, we started thinking abt our wedding... I think that's the typical thing u talk abt as a couple in a wedding... Like good ideas, we adopt, things which didnt turn out well, we'll shelf it... Yep, so we thot abt having just the matri. But I think my parents wont like it... Then he wanted honeymoon wedding which i dun want... Hmmm... Well, at the end of the day, it was just something to entertain ourselves for that few hours there... Yep... So not thinking abt it for now... Lots of things on hand that I will need to settle... Faints...

God, give me greater capacity!!! I need to enlarge to cope with the increased stress... I need guidance on what to do... So tired... Sometimes i wonder, why do i need to work so hard??? Haiz... Really tired... God, help me endure this year, help me to begin to enjoy this year... Even as my capacity is stretched, let it be done in such a way that i can spend time with Ken, my family, cg n my ministry ppl... Which is on top of my work... AARgggghhhh... Lots of things on hand and in my mind... Learning to delegate, having faith in the ppl but I am still the one responsible, so I need to ensure that things get done and turn out fine... It's challenging, very challenging...