Hectic Weekend...

This had been a crazy weekend... So tired... And it's mon tomorrow... Supposed to be at Ken's place, but I lazy to go over... Haha...

Been working for the weekend... Quite sad but at least I have looked through all the things before Mon starts... So quite happy...

Coming week will be out at client's place... I think I'll only be able to blog on weekends or holidays til my peak is over... Kekeke... Maybe it wont be as siong as previous years...

Cant wait for the year to end... Then it'll be a fresh start next year. Already planned what I need to do this year... Lots... Tons... But I know it's going to be exciting...

But sacrifices have to be made... God expand my capacity... Help me... The number one major difference will be that I will be spending much lesser time with Ken at least for this peak... Cos it'll be a peak where I'll not have a lot of things to do during normal time, while everyone else is working. But at times when ppl are not working, i will have to work... Yep yep... So Ken needs to be more understanding on this le ba... Not easy, cos have been so close with him, whenever i can, i will think of how to meet Ken... But now really so tired... So many things to think about that I cant be bothered to think how i can meet Ken, like intercept him to spend that one hour with him...

Things are changing in the ministry, with much more things in the pipeline. But thank God for available helpers... Who have asked to help out more... So they can really help me settle lots of things... And as they move up, they will also motivate the rest of the members to progress up too... Then everyone will begin to grow, even in the ministry... :)

In the CG, lots of things need to be taught... And I pray that God will reveal to me how to go about it... Need lots of wisdom and guidance cos it's different group of ppl whom I will be teaching.... Much younger in age... Challenging... Sometimes, I really feel like telling Ken that I want to take a back seat, let the younger ppl run... I feel so old, so tired, so stretched... But I will remind myself that I want this year to be the most fruitful year of my life. Making disciples. I begin to tell myself I can do it, God is with me. He will tell me how to teach, disciple... Cos these are His beloved too... And I begin to hold my words... God, I know you're stretching me... It's tough, but this is what I asked for. I know that you will bring me through... I dont know how. But the only things I can do for now is just trust in you. Put my faith in You... For you are my almighty God!

Trying to spend more time with my family as well... So trying to see how I can spend my sat at home... Cos my dad dun work on sat... My mom also will try to get alt sat off... But sat is a good day to hang out... So I think need to find a balance too...

2008, started the year feeling very tired... But at least I know that at the end of the year, I can look back n say... I have made it! And that will be the goal that keeps me moving through each day... One day at a time... Each day to its maximum and soon it'll be the end of the year and I can be proud of what God has done in my life for 2008... I can do it! With God, all things are possible... And ENLARGE what I can do for you in my lifetime... Especially this year... A quarter of century of my life already... Not that young anymore...