Prison Break

How many uniformed personnel do you need to capture one criminal?

So many NSF have to stay in camp cos of this guy. And after so many hours, he still cannot be found?! Haiz... Some ppl are saying he watched too much prison break le, that's why he knows how to break out of prison... Hahaha... He's one smart guy... Real smart...

Am I that boring?

I have been thinking... Am I that boring? It seems so difficult to get ppl to go out with me. Makes me begin to doubt if I have friends outside church... The ppl I call most often are my cg ppl. The ppl I meet with are all my church ppl. Am I friendless outside church? If so, why?

Why no one wanna go out with me? Am I so boring? Haiz... I feel so sad... Where are my friends... Ken always says I cant survive on my own in other countries... I really wonder... Can I? Should I? I keep thinking what my next job should be... Should I travel more? Since I'm still young, not much commitments yet... Or should I be a guai guai gal n stay in spore... Haiz... Make more friends... Global friends... Heh... Should I, should I not???

Leap Day

Oh... Leap day is coming!!! Hahaha...

Heard that there is an Irish tradition that a girl can propose to a guy on leap day and he cannot refuse it.

Haiz... After all that planning and thinking, I didnt know it was leap day... Haiz... Irritated... But well... I'll think twice abt proposing now... After the 200th post on Ken's blog... Can faint man...

Actually I've been very busy, but who's not... Busy busy.... I promise myself that I wont torture myself... I wont go thru another peak le... So this is going to be my last peak... And I am going to enjoy it.... My last one... Next time want also dun have le... So let's chiong man!!! I will survive and even excel!!! I wont give up my life for this job. As in my activities outside work la... Cos this is my life. It's not just abt work, but it's my destiny, my character.

Looking back, I have no regrets joining this line... I've learnt lots, gained much knowledge n experience. But I wont remain here... I've enough... Tired... But not now... Not so soon... At least til mid year... Heh... I've endured 2 months le. I can do it! :) Yeah!!!

Denial...

I like watching 娱乐百分百 hosted by 小猪... And 小鬼... They work well with each other... have seen small ghost host with others b4, dun really like it... 小猪 the best, I think he looks good... Hahaha... Good host... But i dun really listen to his songs though... Keke... I think I bo liao... Nothing better to do?! Blog abt this kind of crap... Well... I think I am in denial... Doing everything else except work... Haiyo...

Okie... I need to go set some goals le... Things that i need to complete by tml... Let's get started...

The Quality Of Your Character Is Directly Linked To The Influence God Has In Your Life

"Daniel soon proved himself more capable than all the other administrators and princes. Because of his great ability, the king made plans to place him over the entire empire. Then the other administrators and princes began searching for some fault in the way Daniel was handling his affairs, but they couldn't find anything to criticize. He was faithful and honest and always responsible."
Daniel 6:3-4 (NLT)

His heart eagerly anticipating the precious moments alone, although others trembled in fear at the detestable law, Daniel was a man who spent quality time with God, bowing three times daily before his window and offering thanks to God. His outward life was a direct reflection of the time he diligently spent in the presence of God. So it is with us. The quality of our character grows in proportion to the time we spend in God's presence and in His Word.

It is impossible to spend quality time with God and not be changed. Jesus exemplified this for us. He was a man of prayer who continually spent hours alone with God. Whether trudging into the wilderness at dawn or speedily boarding a ship, Jesus knew that apart from His Father He could do nothing. Accordingly, if we desire to live the life Christ has for us then we must do the same. As we continue to spend time in His Word, we cultivate the very character of Christ.

Jesus said it like this, "If you abide in Me and I abide in you...you shall bear much fruit." My desire is to grow progressively in the likeness of Jesus. His presence and His Word are the only two ingredients that cause us to live as He did. The more influence we allow, the greater our character. Let His presence and His Word be our greatest priority in this life.


Daily Confession
Father, I thank You that I abide in Your presence. I abide in You and You abide in me, causing me to bear much fruit. Apart from You I can do nothing.

The Fog Of Confusion Surrounds The Man Who Is Unwilling To Submit To Authority

"How I hated discipline! If only I had not demanded my own way! Oh, why didn't I listen to my teachers? Why didn't I pay attention to those who gave me instruction? I have come to the brink of utter ruin, and now I must face public disgrace." Proverbs 5:11-14 (NLT)


Utilizing the beauty and intrigue of nature, combined with illustrative truths presented from life, Jesus' usage of the parable surpassed much of His other teaching. While exercising this form of instruction, Jesus clearly explained the principle above when teaching the parable of the man who planted a vineyard in Luke 20. The entire parable focuses on the authority God established in the Body of Christ.

Notice, Jesus did not say God came personally to gather the harvest. Instead, God sent His servants three times, and the fourth time, He sent His Son. This is the authority God sent, and He continues today to send authority into our lives. He waits to see if we will subject ourselves to them, or respond as the tenants who disregarded their responsibilities.

In God's eyes, if we reject His delegated authority, we reject Him. This rebellion prevents God from blessing our lives. Authority is established to lead and guide us down the joyous path of God's will for our lives. If we are obediently subject to authority, then, and only then, can God use us for His glory; submission, therefore, is bowing our knee to God through a man. We do not submit to man, but to God. Unless we set aside our flesh, we are not able to receive instruction and submit to those called to lead us into the promises God has for us.

Daily Confession
Father, I thank You that I am obedient and submissive to those placed above me. I have a beneficial future because I give them reason to lead and guide me joyfully.

Tired...

Just finished my work... Hmmm... Not really finished, but am done for the day, really tired... Yawns... This week has been slacking for me... Hahaha... So now jialat, gan chion le, so much work to clear... And the weekend is coming!!! Not a very easy weekend ahead also... Argh...

Going to turn in soon... Let's plan my day for the next few days...

Tml go down orchard to bring files back, my dear assistant left them there cos he was on MC on the day when he's supposed to pull out la... Haiz... Yep, so I going back there to lug those files back to office...

Then will go find mgr 1 to discuss all my jobs with him... I got 4 jobs with him, praying that all the things will be settled in half hour? God, you got to help me on this, make me super duper efficient...

Then will need to find mgr 2 to discuss 2 jobs, one totally new n the other is the one that nice assistant left for me to clean up... I think i need to go down n do the work myself next week la... haiz...

Then will take a stroll over to raffles place, another client's place to pick up some documents. I think this one prospect better. Just managed to tidy up the file today... Yeah, that one I hope it'll be good. I think i did i pretty good job on that... small job ma... Yep... Then stroll back to office, file in the documents, then update the OSM list, then can submit file for mgr 3 to review... Then let's see... Think it'll be late afternoon le...

See if i can leave office earlier... Maybe go home change to something more comfortable...

then CGM, then OPM til morn, then maybe nap a bit, maybe not... See how it goes. Then driving at 10am... Then see if got bs at 2 or nt... haiz... not here, not there leh... cant rest... then svc le!!! then i think after svc can finally go back n sleep... hopefully i dun have to work...

then sun going for S3 in expo... got to wakey early again... travel all the way down to expo... but well, it's going to be the last time in a very long time... heh... Hopefully... yep... then got to start packing for the shift to hall 1... then i can head home... let's see... yep, i think i can go home n sleep... sleep n sleep... But the next day is mon!!! and i got to go back to work... tell me abt it... argh...

wat a hectic life... well... i think that's living life to the max... my shoulders ache even more now... haiz... i need a solution man!!! Help!!! God heal me...

I need stronger shoulders...

Havent been updating... Not cos too busy but been really drained... My body aches are coming back... The shoulders especially... And my back... Haiz... Everytime I lug my laptop bag, I'll tell myself...

I will not ask God to lighten my burden or even take it away, but I ask Him to give me stronger shoulders to carry this...

Yep, so this is what I have been telling myself to encourage myself to continue... Today is 20th Feb... Finished slightly less than my half way mark of the peak... This peak, been quite alright... But work has started to pile up cos I super no mood to work. This is bad... Spending lots of time travelling around... Very bad also... Haiz... Waste so much time man... I need one day to settle down n do all the things at one go from morn... But got to go out everyday... Haiz, this is not too good...

Recently, I was looking at the setting up of pasar malam at Ken's mkt to slightly b4 my mkt. Then was just commenting to Ken that we like very long nvr go walk... Cos last time in sec sch, we will always meet at nite then go together, just walk ard. then it came to a point where we said it's all the same n we were not buying anything and we stopped. I thot maybe we could have a walk again aft the whole thing is set up.

Then Ken said, we can walk ard now what.

But the stores are not up yet.

Nvm, we're just walking ard ma...

Haiz... Really can faint talking to him at times...

Yep, so it's time to get back to work le... Exciting weekend ahead... I need a rest badly... I think next next week... I can see some light there... Hopefully... Oh ya, any cure for aching shoulders n back??? Pls post whatever recommendations u have... Thanks in advance!!! :)

V-day...

This year's v-day was spent working and then a rushed movie, then back home working... Caught P.S. I love you with Ken, Meng, Mel, Mal, Xing n Adel... Quite a sweet show... But I feel CJ was better... Caught it last nite with Ken... Hee... Our movie since quite a long time...

I was just lamenting abt this year's v-day cos Ken left me to go back to lab to work on his fyp... Then I even msged him that i feel so sad, the ppl ard me all like couple couple... Then he msged me smthg...

We've got different destiny ma. I also think we very sad case until I thought of our senior pastors. Everytime I think of our relationship, I'll think of them. I think that really encourages me.

So true, so sweet, so encouraging... That's my dear! He nvr fails to encourage me, helps me see things from another point of view. Just so amazing.. Yep... OK, so the next part of the post is for dear only... Shoo...

Dear dear... Happy V-day... Although we are at different places now, but we're both working hard. You're the best mate I could ever ask for. Always looking out for me, thinking abt our future, looking ahead and planning ahead. A man with foresight and a great dream to chase after. I will always support u, no matter what you want to do in the future. You're the only one I love and I will always continue loving you... Hugs... :) Jiayou wor...

Powerhouse

Came for powerhouse 1st time at riverwalk... Just a big empty room with music playing for ppl to pray... A bit quiet... Prayed with Tammy for abt an hour... We talk n then prayed...

Really want more ppl to feel the burden and start to do something abt it... It's been the same old ppl initialing, making things happen. We need new ppl la... Ppl who are willing... No matter how young u are, God can make things happen. Timothy was just a teenager when he became the snr pst of a church! Not of 1 or 2 ppl or hundred of ppl, but thousands of ppl. We can make a difference in our lifetime too! If only we stop procrastinating. If only we tell ourselves that we are able to do it. We can make a difference.

Faith comes by hearing and hearing the word of God. If u're one person with low self-esteem, probably u havent been reading your bible. And if u have been, then probably it's time to read it aloud. If u have been trying for the past few months with nothing happening, let me know, probably the bible u're reading is not a bible...

I have not met anyone who had not had their lives transformed for the better if they have been reading the bible. This is the only book which can transform lives! If you allow it to renew ur mind. So pls get serious with ur bible reading... AND UR PRAYING!!! Nothing works without prayers. Once u stop prayer, the power stops. But how can u stop praying if u have a r/s with God? I mean do u ever stop talking to ur bf/gf/mom/dad cos u're too busy with work, studies, sleep, watchin tv, etc??? Then how can u ever stop talking to GOD??? Dun make sense...

I am feeling a little flu-ey le... maybe need a good rest tml... But I pray that I can sustain thru... God will strengthen me... Realised gt a long queue of jobs coming up real soon... God got to bring me thru... Not an easy time now... BUT... I've been thru 1 mth +!!! So less than 3 more months to go... Time will fly n I can then say I have conquered... Yeah!!! Looking forward to the prize.. I press on towards the goal... :)

Horoscope???

My friend sent this to me saying that I will have bad luck if I dun pass it on... Ermz... Anyway, read thru n thought that some are quite true... So posted here for ur reading pleasure... :) God bless... Ha...

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter! ( Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 )
Generous, kind, and thoughtf! ul. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One ( April 20 - May 20th)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways.! Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox ( May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but need to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector ( June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss ( July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist ( Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One ( Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can! become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ( Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.
Beautiful inside and out.

10th Feb 08 (2)

Was too tired to blog last nite... So saved the blog entry then now then blog...

Today marks the end of the 4 day CNY holiday... This year is quite a different year cos my parents started working from chu san and I went on visitation to my cg ppl's house on chu san and si. In the 2 days, we covered only 8 houses, 4 each day. Had lots of fun, joking and playing cards. And today is my to year anniversary with Ken. Time really flies. So fast 10 years of our lives spent together. wOW!

Today he baked a cheesecake for me. So touched. Gave it to me in front of the CG... Then they just snapped and snapped... So paiseh... Like paparazzi like that... Although this holiday is quite long. But am a little sad that it's ending... But well, there is an end to every thing. So we'll look forward to the next thing. Movie on thurs? Heh... Maybe it's a new start for some... Ha...

10-Feb-08

It's 10th Feb 2008!!! 10 years le... AMazing!!! Even as I think abt it, i really thank God that He came into our lives and became our love. He united us, held us even closer together... The 3 of us... In our relationship, which used to be just the 2 of us, things always end up bad. Like one party giving much more than the other... But now, it's the 3 of us filling one another up... Ego food, comforting words, encouragement, time, money, the list just goes on... Come to think of it... It's really impossible to live life and for our relationship to last so long had He not come between us... Yep... So THANK YOU GOD!!!! :) Love You Lots, Daddy...

Just wrote this to Ken on MSN...

My dear dear, Happy Anniversary!
It's been a good 10 years:
10 years of joy n pain
10 years of breakthroughs n stagnanting times
10 years of courtship n more to go
10 years of our lives growing to be more and more like each other
10 years of laughter n tears
10 years of lame, corny, intellectual n funny jokes...
May there be many many more 10 years more that we can share together...
Hugs...

Heh...

Yep yep... 10 years but there wont be a grand celebration later on... Cos too packed a day le... Will be going for svc, then go xing's place to bai nian n lao yusheng, then Jan's, then Rachel's then Meng's.

Today we went Justin's, Malcolm, Ken's place n ended up at my place for steamboat... Had lots of fun... Took some photos with Rach's camera... So go her blog for the photos... Then after that 4 of us played cards... (Nic, Rach, Ken n me) then my bro joined in... The morale of the game... It's not the cards, not the ppl sitting next to u, not the position (feng shui) u sitting which will determine if u will win the game... It's ur skill la... Hahahaha... Yep, had lots of fun... Looking forward to tml... Shld go sleep soon... Needa read my bible too... Yep... So that's all for now...

Hmmm... Later svc, then visitations.... THen mon is back to work!!! Haiz... God will bring me through... short week ahead... God be with us always... May the power be with me!!! Heh... Yeah!!! :)

Happy New Year!!!

Yeah... Will be eating reunion dinner with my family later tonight, but got to help wash up the house 1st. Sepnt my whole morning packing the stuff in my room.. So tiring... Hahaha... Then havent touched my clothes at all, think i wont touch it... Too much work n might not be able to finish... Heh... Better not touch.. Still ok la, not too messy...

Am looking forward to the dinner, been so long since I ate home... And together with my family... So long... Then nowadays my mom working also.. So havent been cooking also... She will da bao home... So I will tend to just eat outside lo... Yep...

This new year... Hmmmmm... Been so busy, wanna take a short break before work comes in next week... Then it's our 10th anniversary this sun!!! Waited so long for this day... But think not celebrating... Ken like got nothing in mind... See how it goes la... Maybe go bai nian after svc only... Cos I've got a practical bf, a 'romantic' one... Yawns...

8 more days...

Yep yep... In 8 more days it'll be 10 years le...Amazing 10 years... We've gone on from being just friends to a couple planning for the future... We're discussing what our wedding will be like, which area to stay in, what kind of house, etc... Think topics have really changed... From just accompanying each other to run errands to now supporting each other in our pursuits of our dreams. From a couple who dunno who God is to a couple who are leaders in this history making church... Indeed this journey has not been easy, lots of challenges n temptations n confessions... But I thank God for this relationship as it has moulded me. My character today is greatly affected by this union. No doubt that our relationship has not come to a point where we light the unity candle, but I feel that this relationship will eventually lead to a marriage la... Hee... I believe n confess it... Hahaha...

One very impt thing abt relationship is trust n truth. Everything muz be shared. No secrets. Even wrong thoughts. You got to confess n repent. Make sure that u know the heartbeat of the other person. If u realise that through such interactions, the person's values are diff from yours, then it's time to end it. Such relationships will nvr end up well... Although we say that opposites attract, values muz be the same. The bible says, how can two walk together unless they agree. So similarly, if your vision, spiritual life, thought life are all different, then it's not possible for the relationship to work out. Yep...

Guys, need to have a vision... You're the man... The leader in a relationship. You lead the gal... So if u have no visions, then the gal following u will be doomed too... Also... Guys got to be gentleman la... Be the one who protects the gal... You're the MAN!!! So be a MAN la... Dun hide behind the gal expecting her to be the one leading the front... Be the leader. You are male by birth but man by choice!

Yep... So come early n book ur own seats la... Expect the gals to serve u?! U think u're some big shot? So sad today... Of the so many ppl who came early today... Ken was the only guy?! And the last ppl to arrive? Are all the guys lo... Haiz... BE a man la... U got to lead la... If you desire, Ken can train u up... Just tell him n e willing to change... Yes, changes!!!

Same age, different destiny; same country, different lives...

I was talking to a maid yesterday n realised that we're the same age... Same month some more! But she's older than me by 25 days... I looked at her n I thought to myself. What different lives... I'm earning more than 10 times what she's earning. But at times I'll complain that my work is too tiring. If only I can just find a less stressful job. But as I looked at her. I begin to wonder if a less stressful job is what I want... I told ken abt it.....

Then we looked at another maid... The employer is from the same country as her but he's a millionaire! And she was earning <300 a month. It's really amazing how each person's life is so unique... So different. Even twins, triplets, their lives are so distinct. You can nvr find someone's whose life story is similar to yours... Nvr...

Even as I was reading this book called 'Tuesays with Morrie'... It's interesting to see what ppl think abt when they are dying. This man - Morrie has a great attitude. Instead of jus dying away, he begin to let ppl interiew him, see how he dies n the thot process so that instead of running away from death, he's embracing it. He told his children to cont working despite his illness cos he doesnt want 3 ppl to die - lives being cut from its fullest potential because of his illness n stuff like that. Even with each passing day, his body functions just one by one starts to fail, he still remained positive. His character really shone... He also said when you learnt how to die, you'll learn how to live. That we're all so busy rushing ard and forgetting to build relationships. When he's with you, talking to u, he really gives u 100%. How many of us are able to do that?! Being so focussed... Here we are, so proud that we're able to multi-task 1000 things at a time. It's time to take a back side n reflect. Who are the ones you have neglected? Maybe it's time, this CNY to go back n reconcile... Go back n rebuild that friendship... Dun wait anymore... U nvr know if there's still the chance next year... Now... Dun wait anymore... Let this year be the year where things are all made right... :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Whose house open for visitation??? Heh...

Conqueror!!!

Heh... Yep... Here I am... Still alive... Hahaha... Havent got the mood to work recently... Jialat... Just finished one month of the peak only... Faints... Hahaha... But still alrighty... Health hasnt been very good, flu n back ache... Haiz...

Oh ya, I got a friend whose eye vessel broke, then cannot see clearly... Then she on MC for a week then under observation... So scary... We were just saying, maybe the co will give us bigger laptops so that our eyes wont be so strained. BUT... We'll get backache carrying them... Then so how? Haiya, dun work la, leave... All leave.. Hahaha... THe bo liao things we talk abt during lunch...

I'm at home today... Opps... Not on MC la... Although I hope i can just rest, so physically n mentally drained... The jurong thing settled le... Brought the list to Aunty yesterday in the afternoon... Opps... Hahaha... Can see how much I dun feel like working... BUT am working now... Yep, not stoning or shopping... AM WORKING!!! Since 9 just now... So now taking a breather... Cos I just submitted a file to my mgr... HAhha... 10MB!!! Hahahaa... Then I passed him the hard copies yesterday le... Yeah!

This weekend is another hectic one... Let's see... I got driving lesson at 730 tml, to 9. then later gt a wedding at 1130 then svc at 330. At nite Ken got BBQ but I think i going to give it a miss... Wanna rest man, dunno my mgr will ask me to clear his points or nt... So better keep myself free... Yep... Then on Sun going down expo with my love... Hee... Yeah, rem our date kk? N wakey me up hor... Then after settling the stuff, hand over and everything, I'll head back to Jurong to see the new team... Am sad, but I got to learn to let go and let the ppl rise up la... I know that everything will be under control cos they have all proven themselves... But well, there is still an element of sadness la... Ok, MOVE ON!!! Hahaha...

Ken n I just went thru a rough patch... Hahaha... I think no one knows except us n God... But thank God it's over... N we've realised our weaknesses n needa cherish each other more... So yep, everything's ok now... Maybe that explains why I havent been able to concentrate on work for the past few days... Hmmm... Kekeke... But just wanna say, Dear dear, I still love u lots lots lots!!! :)

So yep, everything is going smoothly now... Greater things need to be achieved and I will go on. My body will be able to take all this stress. Body aches will not stop me... God, take away all the pains... I feel so old physically... Haiz... Anyone got any cures for bodyaches? My whole back feels so stiff... ARgh!!!