Upset

Haiz.... Just ganna scolding from 2 different group / ppl one after another... Zzzzzzzz.... Feeling so upset, but haiz... Guess it's part n parcel of life... Was just chatting with my friend that I'll ren... I can tahan one... Then after that faints man... Ganna scolded by 2 ppl!!! Not one but 2!!! It felt like u think u can ren??? Haiz... Felt so irritated... But well, it's over... And I am still alive... Hahaha... So what cant kill u will make u stronger... I feel that I am stronger... I can withstand questionings now... I used to detest it lots n will avoid them at all costs... Guess that's not the way to deal with things... Avoidance is a coward way of handling things... I need to face things. Stop being a coward Qin...

Well... I will... I will work on this area...

Anyway, this afternoon there was a paging for me to go to the reception... I used to think that it's to collect documents, flowers, presents all those things, but I realised that it's not... Some clients will come and look for u and the receptionist will page you to come and take care of your own client... So ya lo, i was so naive... But I always like to be paged to go receive gifts... hope i can get another surprise before i leave... wahahah... **hint hint** hahaha...

I was telling my friend that i received flowers once... From dear... think 2 years back ba... think 8 years anniversary ba... So sweet... I wanna get called to receive presents... Hahaha... Go order present then ask them to deliver to me in office huh? Lame... Ok ok... Just imagine mah... hahaha... Entertain my own thoughts.... Kekekeke....