Monday, December 8, 2008

Update Finally

hahaha... Been MIA recently cos have been really buried with work. Didnt even have time to check my emails n all... Now that it's more or less than... Can breathe a bit n blog...

Been working in church for the past 2 months. Living life to the max. Working harder than I've ever been before. But I see the light. AHahaha... At least now that most of the entries are in, can take a breather and continue with the normal daily operations le.

It feels like I'm in this place for the longest time. I think I spend more time in suntec than at home or anywhere else. Most of my colleagues also work hard so it's pretty easy to work. Hahaha.... We all work hard together. Hope that this coming week will be better. I guess it will be... BUT... Dear is not ard.

Miss him really badly. Things havent been easy-going... Lots of things happening in the CG, but cant tell him... Cos he having holiday and I wanna him to enjoy it. So I have to carry this burden myself. Feel so sad.

Like as if missing him wasnt enough... Haiz... But well... At least after this trip, I think the next one we'll go together le... Looking forward to the honeymoon... This will be the 1st time that we can officially go overseas alone!!! 1st time... And finally... No need to fit into other ppl's schedules and all le. Lots of things to settle before that...

Buying ring, finding bridal studio n all... So many decisions to make in such a short time. A bit breathless... And on top of all these, still must manage workload, ministry n cg n all... I think my capacity really stretched til siao... I thot year end, can relax a bit le.. Who knows, the end is really better than the beginning... Hahaha... It's also abt time to sit down and start planning goals for next year le... Looking forward to 2009. It's going to be another very very exciting year and a change in my marital status by the end of it. WAHAHAHA.... I think I dreaming too much le... But I really looking forward to married life...

Who knows where we will be staying, who knows what we will be doing then, how many ppl be in our cg, how many ppl be under our care, in our circle of influence, how many friends we have, close friends... Who knows? But I know that I will be happy if I am with my dear... And I know it's true for him as well...

Meng says absence makes the heart fonder... Hahaha... Haiz... Trying to keep myself busy nowadays so that I wont think of him so much... So that's why I'm in the office on a mon which is supposed to a public holiday... Yeah... Keep my mind occupied. Yep yep... Dun even dare to count down to him coming back... Dun wanna think abt it. Just live each day as it is. I think this week will pass pretty quickly. Think I will head home after work everyday to get back my beauty sleep... Heh... Then sat gt outreach to sentosa... Then svc... Then PM.... Then I think by then, i will head home n KO le... Sun hopefully can sleep in again... Then got dinner... Then dear will be back le...

I just hope that I dun have more n more problems each day... And that this week will be a breeze... God grant this 1 little wish of this little girl... THANK YOU ABBA!!!