This season of my life now is a little uncontrollable... Things are happening so fast... Hmmmmm.... But I know that this is like the 2nd half of the year already... And this is the year of enlargement for me... So things need to happen so that I can really expand my capacity... No time already, so muz faster come and so that I can stretch myself more... And after this year i will nvr be the same again... Able to cope with the stress and workload... I pray that I can do them well...
Recently i heard about some people whom I've discipled before and worked with being unwilling to change, unwilling to try out new things. I feel so sad... I know we all like to live in our comfort zone, but sometimes this is simply not the best thing to do. I pray that I will nvr come to a point where I am unwilling to change. I always remember Heb 13:17 Obey those who rule over you, and be submissive, for they watch out for your souls, as those who must give account. Let them do so with joy and not with grief, for that would be unprofitable for you. Shaun shared this with me... I was so blessed by it and I always remember it and make it my aim to do this...
And I pray that my disciples will always remain teachable... STOP reasoning and defending yourself!!! Just change la, if not spend time to ponder over it. Why do you keep defending yourself?! If you dun want my advice, then dun put urself under my care. Cos I am accountable for your every action... Haiz... Why cant you make my life easier...
Ok... I see the pict now... God is expaning my capacity... Putting thorns into my life for me to overcome them... I will endure and survive... I will... And I am willing... ARGH!!!