Lesson learnt the hard way...

Haiz.... Ok... I was being too nice... According to Ken... Did something wrong... Something done out of good intention but it went one big round and came back n shot myself... Was quite upset over the whole incident... But it's settled... Learnt my lesson... The media which you choose to communicate information is very very impt... Shant talk abt it any more... It's history... But I really learnt my lesson... And it doesnt pay to be nice to the ppl ard you... Hmmmm...

Hurt some ppl or rather saboed some ppl along the way... Felt really bad... Just wanna apologise to them... Made them so busy to settle this problem... Dun think they'll ever read this... But just to make myself feel better...

I'm really sorry for adding more work to you... I really appreciate you for looking out for me... And really touched the way you talked to me... Although I did something wrong... But you nvr scolded me... You saw the reason why I did it... You were so understanding and encouraged me even though you had to explain to higher mgmt... I really thank you from the bottom of my heart for the things which you have done for me... Sorry for all the trouble and heart pain i caused you... I promise you that i will treasure my time there and do my best...

I know it's case closed and time to move on... And I cant others abt what exactlly happened... But I thank God for ppl who stood by me during the short period of time of trial... Think only 2 other ppl know abt this thing other than the ppl involved... One is my colleague sitting next to me... Another is my dear...

I know that nice ppl still exist, but you're a rare species... And I met 2... Great ppl... I couldnt eat nor sleep well last nite... And each email I received, my heart pounded so quickly... I was really worried... I prayed myself to sleep last nite... Deep inside I knew that God is in control... And God has brought it to past, it will not be taken away from me... But the circumstances just gave me no peace and I was really really worried... Nvr felt that for a long long time le... But after this... Now at hindsight, i should have just trusted God more... Have more faith... Well, easy to say that now... Hahaha... Anyway, it's really a lesson learnt... The hard way, but things worked out fine now...

Hahahaha... I think very difficult to understand this post... But it's ok... It's for me to remember the stupid mistake that I committed... And I'll nvr do that ever again... I've learnt... Really... Learnt... Sorry for the trouble to the 2 nicest ppl ard...