Being a leader

Just came back from BS... Felt so inspired... Although the lesson was a little long, but I felt there was impartation... Great... Kim Hock shared about prophets... Towards the end, he shared abt "A prophet affects people's destinies" MOSES... He couldnt get into the promised land cos he struck a stone instead of just speaking to it... It's seems God is so cruel... Dun let Moses in cos of such a small thing?! It's so so so unfair? He led the stubborn ppl for so many years!!! How can God do such a thing to him? But Kim Hock told us that Moses is a leader, the people look up to him. Everything that he does matter... As such, he has to watch the words he says, the way he conducts himself, the thoughts that goes thru his mind, etc... To be a leader means you have lesser room for mistake... Cos ppl's destinies are affected by you... Leadership comes with great responsibility...

Then he shared abt Elisha following after Elijah... He kept his eyes fixed on the man of God... And thus received a double portion of anointing... And the scary thing is... After being in church for some time... Ppl will tend to become comfortable, no longer hungry or pursuing God... This is scary...

I pray that I will always covet for God's presence, his power, anointing, hand to be with me... In everything that I do... I wanna be near Him... After the BS, we prayed n prayed for breakthru to come to everyone of us... I made a decision... I wanna be more strict with myself... My enemy is myself... Every year I want to be better than I was last year... Always pushing myself to go the extra mile, to do greater things than I did last year...

Looking back... It's already 7.5 months into the year... I thank God for sustaining me through this year... Indeed it was not easy being a senior... I'm glad I stayed... This year, I truly have enlarged... In work, ministry, cg... Every aspect... I shld be getting my driving licence soon... In a few weeks' time... Then my CPA by the end of the year... Went for 2 holidays this year!!! Though short ones, but it was fun... Drew much closer to Ken... Oh ya, engaged this year... In the next few months, i will be doing internal audit... Something new... And after that, maybe take a half month break, go for Asia Conference... Then start my new job... Probably in Dec... Maybe earlier... Or later... Depends on job demand ba... I pray that I can be an asset to the new company I join... N I can get a good job... God will lead... God will provide... God is my God... My Abba Father... He knows what's best for me... He's the One... Guiding me, walking with me... I thank Him each day for helping me... :) Hugs...