Am I that boring?

I have been thinking... Am I that boring? It seems so difficult to get ppl to go out with me. Makes me begin to doubt if I have friends outside church... The ppl I call most often are my cg ppl. The ppl I meet with are all my church ppl. Am I friendless outside church? If so, why?

Why no one wanna go out with me? Am I so boring? Haiz... I feel so sad... Where are my friends... Ken always says I cant survive on my own in other countries... I really wonder... Can I? Should I? I keep thinking what my next job should be... Should I travel more? Since I'm still young, not much commitments yet... Or should I be a guai guai gal n stay in spore... Haiz... Make more friends... Global friends... Heh... Should I, should I not???