I finished Pst Ulf's 'Our Holy Calling' finally... There's one part which really touched me... He mentioned something about being a pillar in the church... Pillars have a different calling. They exist and are there without people around realising. But they are vital to support the church. Without them, the church wont exist. It's true physically, it's also true spiritually... And also on a smaller scale at the cell group level...
A cg needs to have pillars who will support the functioning of a cg. The pillars are there day n nite, rain or shine, without any words of complain... Just hoping for more pillarts to be built so that the burden is lighter... And when there are more pillars, the weight which can be supported also increases... And one day, when the number of pillars increase n increase til the pillars no longer feel the burden, then it's time to multiply. Conquer new grounds...
Just came back from CG. Really touched by the presence of God... Felt the hunger renewed... Been feeling so drained recently cos of work... So thank God for a great meeting just now... Hee... Going to read my bible le... Needa catch up tons man... Rach is going to kill me le... Hahaha...
Send your mighty wind
Renew this life within
Spirit of God fall down
Fall with your fire and power from high
Ignite in me again
Our hearts live in Your name
Spirit of God fall down
Pour as your rain revive us now
Restore our lives and quench these thirsty souls... ...
Great day ahead... Exciting times... Living from faith to faith... Faith robbers, get out of my life... I'm going to protect my spiritual walk... Feed my lambs, tend my sheep, feed my sheep... Not the goats!!! Hahaha... So the lambs n the sheeps will be full n taken care of... God touch me, use me, empower me, enlarge me, guide me, lead me, use me, move thru me... I give my life in exchange for all of you... I love you Lord...
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Upset...
I think I sabo-ed my mgr... A nice mgr... Feel so bad... Dropped him an email to apologise... But he's nice la, dun think he'll scold me or wat... Haiz...
Feel so over-loaded... So many jobs ongoing and like due altogether... Having bad headache also... Been so tired, just knock out once I reached home... No energy to do anything else or think of anything... Everyday I'm just counting down to the day i can have my freedom n joy back... think 4 more months... faints... Still so long... It'll come soon... Peak is like almost over... N I made it thru...
So 4 more months will be over in a jiffy too... I hope n pray that I wont be so sian everyday... HS help me to brighten up... Take things easy... Everything's alright... I've got Jesus with me... :)
Feel so over-loaded... So many jobs ongoing and like due altogether... Having bad headache also... Been so tired, just knock out once I reached home... No energy to do anything else or think of anything... Everyday I'm just counting down to the day i can have my freedom n joy back... think 4 more months... faints... Still so long... It'll come soon... Peak is like almost over... N I made it thru...
So 4 more months will be over in a jiffy too... I hope n pray that I wont be so sian everyday... HS help me to brighten up... Take things easy... Everything's alright... I've got Jesus with me... :)
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Book Review - The good women of China
Recently I just finished reading a book called the good women of China. The author was a journalist who used to work as a radio broadcaster in China. She asks the women to call in to share their stories and they can remain anonymous in order to protect themselves.
So there were many cases of rapes cos the ppl were deprived of normal sexual relationships with their wives due to the war. Women were abused and tortured, some even lost their minds. In the poorest tribes of China, where one has to travel long distances to get in, the women were traded as commodities. The food they ate were also miserable.
As I read each story, I really feel that I am so blessed where I am. A caring and loving family. A safe place. Having a good education. Having equal standing with men. Given the same opportunities. Not prejudiced against...
Any one wanna borrow the book, let me know k? You'll really feel that those men shld be killed and the women are so pitiful... Each chapter talks abt one story of a woman, and it's really easy to read. All biographies, the author interviews them and write their stories down... Yep... :)
So there were many cases of rapes cos the ppl were deprived of normal sexual relationships with their wives due to the war. Women were abused and tortured, some even lost their minds. In the poorest tribes of China, where one has to travel long distances to get in, the women were traded as commodities. The food they ate were also miserable.
As I read each story, I really feel that I am so blessed where I am. A caring and loving family. A safe place. Having a good education. Having equal standing with men. Given the same opportunities. Not prejudiced against...
Any one wanna borrow the book, let me know k? You'll really feel that those men shld be killed and the women are so pitiful... Each chapter talks abt one story of a woman, and it's really easy to read. All biographies, the author interviews them and write their stories down... Yep... :)
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Tough life...
Been feeling quite horrible cos having to deal with a difficult mgr... just felt my tolerance level towards her is low low low... i had to keep telling myself, relax, just finish up the job, get the fs signed n move on... Yep so this is what i keeping me going for now...
Just ganna another job today... Heard the mgr very detailed... i pray that i can get into the gd books of this mgr, nvr do his job b4... prayerfully i can brak some records... heard from another colleague that he gave 1,000 review points for dunno 7 or 8 companies... it's like ermz... no wonder i always see ppl sitting down beside him to clear pts... But well... Thank God that these jobs are towards the end of the peak, at least now can breathe a bit better... As in like not so rush, but still muz faster finish up n wrap up...
i wanna wrap up all my jobs b4 i leave... think it's not very nice to leave things dangling there n just leave... so dun dun dun give me more jobs le, i scared i cant clear finish la... haiyo... but cant tell my boss that... haiz...
yep, heard a lot of ppl also planning to leave... think we'll see who will be the 1st n who will be the last... i think i'll be one of the last few now, cos my leave more or less gone... haiz...
But i going bangkok soon... Yep, looking forward to that day man... 2nd time i'll be on a plane... budget again but better than going m'sia by coach... heh... at least this time it's a little further... n with fun buddies... heh... yep yep... so u wanna get anything, let me know k? going in jun. think will be very hot but well...
oh ya, that day i went out with Ken, tues nite... dunno why no meeting... then we were at ps... then he forced me to go try out my ring size... faints man... so obvious... hahha cos b4 that i read bruce msg to him... have you found the ring? which he dismissed as bruce been bugging him abt when we getting married... but well, looking at his expressions, i know he was lying... hahaha... it's so funny la... but it's interesting to see how things turn eventually... as for now... it's just jiayou jiayou jiayou... then faster bkk come then my driving test... i wanna pass this time round man.. so frustrating n so ex la... yep... so i'm going to pass it!!! :)
Just ganna another job today... Heard the mgr very detailed... i pray that i can get into the gd books of this mgr, nvr do his job b4... prayerfully i can brak some records... heard from another colleague that he gave 1,000 review points for dunno 7 or 8 companies... it's like ermz... no wonder i always see ppl sitting down beside him to clear pts... But well... Thank God that these jobs are towards the end of the peak, at least now can breathe a bit better... As in like not so rush, but still muz faster finish up n wrap up...
i wanna wrap up all my jobs b4 i leave... think it's not very nice to leave things dangling there n just leave... so dun dun dun give me more jobs le, i scared i cant clear finish la... haiyo... but cant tell my boss that... haiz...
yep, heard a lot of ppl also planning to leave... think we'll see who will be the 1st n who will be the last... i think i'll be one of the last few now, cos my leave more or less gone... haiz...
But i going bangkok soon... Yep, looking forward to that day man... 2nd time i'll be on a plane... budget again but better than going m'sia by coach... heh... at least this time it's a little further... n with fun buddies... heh... yep yep... so u wanna get anything, let me know k? going in jun. think will be very hot but well...
oh ya, that day i went out with Ken, tues nite... dunno why no meeting... then we were at ps... then he forced me to go try out my ring size... faints man... so obvious... hahha cos b4 that i read bruce msg to him... have you found the ring? which he dismissed as bruce been bugging him abt when we getting married... but well, looking at his expressions, i know he was lying... hahaha... it's so funny la... but it's interesting to see how things turn eventually... as for now... it's just jiayou jiayou jiayou... then faster bkk come then my driving test... i wanna pass this time round man.. so frustrating n so ex la... yep... so i'm going to pass it!!! :)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Ceilings...
We had a zone meeting with Jeremy last friday. Was really impacted by what he shared abt on ceilings we have set for ourselves, consciously or sub-consciously. So impacted that I called up Melinda on Tues nite and shared with her cos she missed it last fri...
This msg has been haunting me for the past week... I have been in my company for the past 2.5 years le... Have been taking it quite relaxedly... In the sense that I just do the minimal, such that wont get scolded by mgr or client. I know I can do better, but the resistance is very great and the motivation to break thru is not there... Cos in a few months time, I shld be out of here... So was really challenged by his msg that I just kept working and working for this week... Sleeping at 2+, 3 everyday and waking at 7 to go to work... So drained this week, but I know that I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.
But even as I continue to expound on this word, there are 2 more expansions which I feel that this word can be applied...
1) DUN let other ppl's 'ceiling' hinder you from breaking through!!!
Why is your breakthru dependent on others? You need to remove all baggages, leeches which are clinging onto you so that you can run and soar... At the rate that God has spoken to you. By allowing someone else's problems to be your problem, you'll always be slower... THen you see ppl ard you exceeding you, winning the race in front of you and you will become lethargic and give up... So in the 1st place, dun let ppl leech on you...
2) Dun set ceilings over other ppl...
Similarly, we shldnt help others to limit what they can do in Christ... We shld always challenge the ppl ard us, this will stir us to keep going also... As we challenge ourselves to break through each glass ceilings, we need to encourage and pull the rest of the ppl ard us to do the same also... Then it'll be fun and a joy for the ppl to be striving ppl and this is how we all breakthru and grow together...
Yep... So these are the things which are constantly bugging me.. And I am in office now.. But am leaving soon... going dinner then home... I can do it!!! I can excel... I can complete all the things which are outstanding... I can... I want to... I muz... Yeah!!!
This msg has been haunting me for the past week... I have been in my company for the past 2.5 years le... Have been taking it quite relaxedly... In the sense that I just do the minimal, such that wont get scolded by mgr or client. I know I can do better, but the resistance is very great and the motivation to break thru is not there... Cos in a few months time, I shld be out of here... So was really challenged by his msg that I just kept working and working for this week... Sleeping at 2+, 3 everyday and waking at 7 to go to work... So drained this week, but I know that I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.
But even as I continue to expound on this word, there are 2 more expansions which I feel that this word can be applied...
1) DUN let other ppl's 'ceiling' hinder you from breaking through!!!
Why is your breakthru dependent on others? You need to remove all baggages, leeches which are clinging onto you so that you can run and soar... At the rate that God has spoken to you. By allowing someone else's problems to be your problem, you'll always be slower... THen you see ppl ard you exceeding you, winning the race in front of you and you will become lethargic and give up... So in the 1st place, dun let ppl leech on you...
2) Dun set ceilings over other ppl...
Similarly, we shldnt help others to limit what they can do in Christ... We shld always challenge the ppl ard us, this will stir us to keep going also... As we challenge ourselves to break through each glass ceilings, we need to encourage and pull the rest of the ppl ard us to do the same also... Then it'll be fun and a joy for the ppl to be striving ppl and this is how we all breakthru and grow together...
Yep... So these are the things which are constantly bugging me.. And I am in office now.. But am leaving soon... going dinner then home... I can do it!!! I can excel... I can complete all the things which are outstanding... I can... I want to... I muz... Yeah!!!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Back to prawning again...
Yep yep... We'll be going prawning this coming sat morning at this place near Bishan Park... Hmmm... It's at the cross junction bet Marymount Road n Sin Ming Ave...
Been some time since I last went prawning le... KNow that it's going to be lots of fun... Wanna more friends come n play... But realised my friends quite limited... Upset... Hahaha... Hmmmm... I shld go think who to jio... Cheap some more... Cos we got a great deal... I think more ppl come more fun... U free? Sat morn... Call me kk? :)
Been some time since I last went prawning le... KNow that it's going to be lots of fun... Wanna more friends come n play... But realised my friends quite limited... Upset... Hahaha... Hmmmm... I shld go think who to jio... Cheap some more... Cos we got a great deal... I think more ppl come more fun... U free? Sat morn... Call me kk? :)
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Seam bursting
I was in the office today when i turned my head to the left and saw some hairy flesh... Erm... Ok ok... The guy beside me? The right side of his pants were torn at the seam... The upper thigh part, then he was crossing his right leg at the ankle so while I was turning my head to the left, I saw it la... Then I quickly turned back n continued working... Not sure if he knows abt it... Oops...
This happened to me too... Hahhaa... Twice these few weeks le... Both times i discovered it myself... Just hoping that no one else saw it before me... Both were pants...
One was on the left inner thigh... Which I discovered during lunch... So I went back office and took a stapler and went to the toilet n stapled it back... Hahaha... Then I even went for driving lesson after that... Heh...
The other one was on another pair of pants, at the area below the zip... Found it at client's place... As the hole was not visible while walking, I left it... And I cabbed back home after work, so quite safe la...
So I think I going to check all the seams of my clothes b4 I wear... Especially for those clothes which have been more than a year old... Better be safe than sorry... Imagine I have a hole at my bum and I wont know it... So paiseh... Hahaha... And I think u shld go check ur clothes too...
I thot if this title cos of that chains are breaking song... Hahaha... Still cant get it out of my head... So here it's seams are breaking... Hahahaha... Lol!!!
This happened to me too... Hahhaa... Twice these few weeks le... Both times i discovered it myself... Just hoping that no one else saw it before me... Both were pants...
One was on the left inner thigh... Which I discovered during lunch... So I went back office and took a stapler and went to the toilet n stapled it back... Hahaha... Then I even went for driving lesson after that... Heh...
The other one was on another pair of pants, at the area below the zip... Found it at client's place... As the hole was not visible while walking, I left it... And I cabbed back home after work, so quite safe la...
So I think I going to check all the seams of my clothes b4 I wear... Especially for those clothes which have been more than a year old... Better be safe than sorry... Imagine I have a hole at my bum and I wont know it... So paiseh... Hahaha... And I think u shld go check ur clothes too...
I thot if this title cos of that chains are breaking song... Hahaha... Still cant get it out of my head... So here it's seams are breaking... Hahahaha... Lol!!!
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