Thursday, February 28, 2008

Denial...

I like watching 娱乐百分百 hosted by 小猪... And 小鬼... They work well with each other... have seen small ghost host with others b4, dun really like it... 小猪 the best, I think he looks good... Hahaha... Good host... But i dun really listen to his songs though... Keke... I think I bo liao... Nothing better to do?! Blog abt this kind of crap... Well... I think I am in denial... Doing everything else except work... Haiyo...

Okie... I need to go set some goals le... Things that i need to complete by tml... Let's get started...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

The Quality Of Your Character Is Directly Linked To The Influence God Has In Your Life

"Daniel soon proved himself more capable than all the other administrators and princes. Because of his great ability, the king made plans to place him over the entire empire. Then the other administrators and princes began searching for some fault in the way Daniel was handling his affairs, but they couldn't find anything to criticize. He was faithful and honest and always responsible."
Daniel 6:3-4 (NLT)


His heart eagerly anticipating the precious moments alone, although others trembled in fear at the detestable law, Daniel was a man who spent quality time with God, bowing three times daily before his window and offering thanks to God. His outward life was a direct reflection of the time he diligently spent in the presence of God. So it is with us. The quality of our character grows in proportion to the time we spend in God's presence and in His Word.

It is impossible to spend quality time with God and not be changed. Jesus exemplified this for us. He was a man of prayer who continually spent hours alone with God. Whether trudging into the wilderness at dawn or speedily boarding a ship, Jesus knew that apart from His Father He could do nothing. Accordingly, if we desire to live the life Christ has for us then we must do the same. As we continue to spend time in His Word, we cultivate the very character of Christ.

Jesus said it like this, "If you abide in Me and I abide in you...you shall bear much fruit." My desire is to grow progressively in the likeness of Jesus. His presence and His Word are the only two ingredients that cause us to live as He did. The more influence we allow, the greater our character. Let His presence and His Word be our greatest priority in this life.


Daily Confession
Father, I thank You that I abide in Your presence. I abide in You and You abide in me, causing me to bear much fruit. Apart from You I can do nothing.

The Fog Of Confusion Surrounds The Man Who Is Unwilling To Submit To Authority

"How I hated discipline! If only I had not demanded my own way! Oh, why didn't I listen to my teachers? Why didn't I pay attention to those who gave me instruction? I have come to the brink of utter ruin, and now I must face public disgrace." Proverbs 5:11-14 (NLT)


Utilizing the beauty and intrigue of nature, combined with illustrative truths presented from life, Jesus' usage of the parable surpassed much of His other teaching. While exercising this form of instruction, Jesus clearly explained the principle above when teaching the parable of the man who planted a vineyard in Luke 20. The entire parable focuses on the authority God established in the Body of Christ.

Notice, Jesus did not say God came personally to gather the harvest. Instead, God sent His servants three times, and the fourth time, He sent His Son. This is the authority God sent, and He continues today to send authority into our lives. He waits to see if we will subject ourselves to them, or respond as the tenants who disregarded their responsibilities.

In God's eyes, if we reject His delegated authority, we reject Him. This rebellion prevents God from blessing our lives. Authority is established to lead and guide us down the joyous path of God's will for our lives. If we are obediently subject to authority, then, and only then, can God use us for His glory; submission, therefore, is bowing our knee to God through a man. We do not submit to man, but to God. Unless we set aside our flesh, we are not able to receive instruction and submit to those called to lead us into the promises God has for us.

Daily Confession
Father, I thank You that I am obedient and submissive to those placed above me. I have a beneficial future because I give them reason to lead and guide me joyfully.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Tired...

Just finished my work... Hmmm... Not really finished, but am done for the day, really tired... Yawns... This week has been slacking for me... Hahaha... So now jialat, gan chion le, so much work to clear... And the weekend is coming!!! Not a very easy weekend ahead also... Argh...

Going to turn in soon... Let's plan my day for the next few days...

Tml go down orchard to bring files back, my dear assistant left them there cos he was on MC on the day when he's supposed to pull out la... Haiz... Yep, so I going back there to lug those files back to office...

Then will go find mgr 1 to discuss all my jobs with him... I got 4 jobs with him, praying that all the things will be settled in half hour? God, you got to help me on this, make me super duper efficient...

Then will need to find mgr 2 to discuss 2 jobs, one totally new n the other is the one that nice assistant left for me to clean up... I think i need to go down n do the work myself next week la... haiz...

Then will take a stroll over to raffles place, another client's place to pick up some documents. I think this one prospect better. Just managed to tidy up the file today... Yeah, that one I hope it'll be good. I think i did i pretty good job on that... small job ma... Yep... Then stroll back to office, file in the documents, then update the OSM list, then can submit file for mgr 3 to review... Then let's see... Think it'll be late afternoon le...

See if i can leave office earlier... Maybe go home change to something more comfortable...

then CGM, then OPM til morn, then maybe nap a bit, maybe not... See how it goes. Then driving at 10am... Then see if got bs at 2 or nt... haiz... not here, not there leh... cant rest... then svc le!!! then i think after svc can finally go back n sleep... hopefully i dun have to work...

then sun going for S3 in expo... got to wakey early again... travel all the way down to expo... but well, it's going to be the last time in a very long time... heh... Hopefully... yep... then got to start packing for the shift to hall 1... then i can head home... let's see... yep, i think i can go home n sleep... sleep n sleep... But the next day is mon!!! and i got to go back to work... tell me abt it... argh...

wat a hectic life... well... i think that's living life to the max... my shoulders ache even more now... haiz... i need a solution man!!! Help!!! God heal me...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I need stronger shoulders...

Havent been updating... Not cos too busy but been really drained... My body aches are coming back... The shoulders especially... And my back... Haiz... Everytime I lug my laptop bag, I'll tell myself...

I will not ask God to lighten my burden or even take it away, but I ask Him to give me stronger shoulders to carry this...

Yep, so this is what I have been telling myself to encourage myself to continue... Today is 20th Feb... Finished slightly less than my half way mark of the peak... This peak, been quite alright... But work has started to pile up cos I super no mood to work. This is bad... Spending lots of time travelling around... Very bad also... Haiz... Waste so much time man... I need one day to settle down n do all the things at one go from morn... But got to go out everyday... Haiz, this is not too good...

Recently, I was looking at the setting up of pasar malam at Ken's mkt to slightly b4 my mkt. Then was just commenting to Ken that we like very long nvr go walk... Cos last time in sec sch, we will always meet at nite then go together, just walk ard. then it came to a point where we said it's all the same n we were not buying anything and we stopped. I thot maybe we could have a walk again aft the whole thing is set up.

Then Ken said, we can walk ard now what.

But the stores are not up yet.

Nvm, we're just walking ard ma...

Haiz... Really can faint talking to him at times...

Yep, so it's time to get back to work le... Exciting weekend ahead... I need a rest badly... I think next next week... I can see some light there... Hopefully... Oh ya, any cure for aching shoulders n back??? Pls post whatever recommendations u have... Thanks in advance!!! :)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

V-day...

This year's v-day was spent working and then a rushed movie, then back home working... Caught P.S. I love you with Ken, Meng, Mel, Mal, Xing n Adel... Quite a sweet show... But I feel CJ was better... Caught it last nite with Ken... Hee... Our movie since quite a long time...

I was just lamenting abt this year's v-day cos Ken left me to go back to lab to work on his fyp... Then I even msged him that i feel so sad, the ppl ard me all like couple couple... Then he msged me smthg...

We've got different destiny ma. I also think we very sad case until I thought of our senior pastors. Everytime I think of our relationship, I'll think of them. I think that really encourages me.

So true, so sweet, so encouraging... That's my dear! He nvr fails to encourage me, helps me see things from another point of view. Just so amazing.. Yep... OK, so the next part of the post is for dear only... Shoo...

Dear dear... Happy V-day... Although we are at different places now, but we're both working hard. You're the best mate I could ever ask for. Always looking out for me, thinking abt our future, looking ahead and planning ahead. A man with foresight and a great dream to chase after. I will always support u, no matter what you want to do in the future. You're the only one I love and I will always continue loving you... Hugs... :) Jiayou wor...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Powerhouse

Came for powerhouse 1st time at riverwalk... Just a big empty room with music playing for ppl to pray... A bit quiet... Prayed with Tammy for abt an hour... We talk n then prayed...

Really want more ppl to feel the burden and start to do something abt it... It's been the same old ppl initialing, making things happen. We need new ppl la... Ppl who are willing... No matter how young u are, God can make things happen. Timothy was just a teenager when he became the snr pst of a church! Not of 1 or 2 ppl or hundred of ppl, but thousands of ppl. We can make a difference in our lifetime too! If only we stop procrastinating. If only we tell ourselves that we are able to do it. We can make a difference.

Faith comes by hearing and hearing the word of God. If u're one person with low self-esteem, probably u havent been reading your bible. And if u have been, then probably it's time to read it aloud. If u have been trying for the past few months with nothing happening, let me know, probably the bible u're reading is not a bible...

I have not met anyone who had not had their lives transformed for the better if they have been reading the bible. This is the only book which can transform lives! If you allow it to renew ur mind. So pls get serious with ur bible reading... AND UR PRAYING!!! Nothing works without prayers. Once u stop prayer, the power stops. But how can u stop praying if u have a r/s with God? I mean do u ever stop talking to ur bf/gf/mom/dad cos u're too busy with work, studies, sleep, watchin tv, etc??? Then how can u ever stop talking to GOD??? Dun make sense...

I am feeling a little flu-ey le... maybe need a good rest tml... But I pray that I can sustain thru... God will strengthen me... Realised gt a long queue of jobs coming up real soon... God got to bring me thru... Not an easy time now... BUT... I've been thru 1 mth +!!! So less than 3 more months to go... Time will fly n I can then say I have conquered... Yeah!!! Looking forward to the prize.. I press on towards the goal... :)